The beginning of an end

First the beads slipped down her
tiny wrist down to the marble
floor..
A tiny scream escaped her lips in
alarm!
Her most cherished possesion had
torn apart..
She bent to pick them hoping it
could be fixed.. He had given it to
her that was why she loved it too
much. He had whispered while
giving her 'so u wont forget me'
Immediately she slipped it on..
She did not go a day without it..
Barely staring at it reminded her
of his nice smile..
She sighed still picking the beads
clumsily.
A voice from within whispered
'this is the end of you both' the
voice said and if she was correct,
she had heard an annoying
laughter in her head..a fast
interpretation came to mind but
she ignored it...
She knew the inevitable was
about to happen but still was
hopeful..hopeful that a friendship
of 8 months would not break..
On the 17th of december,
everything just seemed wrong..it
almost seemed like she had
woken up at the wrong side of
the bed..
But that was not it..
She kept on a stiff smile anytime
she saw him and pushed back
unpleasant memories of the
broken beads
'no its not over' she whispered -
not until one of us say it
Who was she deceiving..she was
hurt and tired..she just had to get
away from everything especially
his unfriendly glances at her..
That night was a tough one.-she
rolled and sniffed on the bed all
night thinking if IT could ever
happen..
No she lied to herself as the
morning sun came up
18th of december would forever
be a remarkable day..
Though she was not smiling,
talking to her friends made her feel like there
was still hope
Hell no there was not.
She sat outside listening to
hiphop music when her phone
beeped..
That moment of truth ended it
all...it was over'..the voice behind
the beads was true.. He was tired
but still she loved him..she lay her
head on her clasped hands and
broke into soft tear....
After few minutes of tears, she
stood up, kissed the wind and
said goodbye to their romance..
I love u she said barely a whisper
and smiled..-no, not the end, the
beginning..